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Below are some of my conversations with Mary and Jesus.
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moncriefjames [@] yahoo [.] com [.] au Or, visit my CR and DLS forum For me there are three main parts to what Mary and Jesus speak about, with the main and most important part of the three being the healing of our negative state. Then the End Times and the coming of the Avonal pair. Mary and Jesus, I feel we’ve come to the end. Mary: Yes James, for the time being at least and in this way. Jesus and I will continue writing with you in private. Is there anything else you’d like to say Mary, or you Jesus? No James, we’ve said it all, not that we’d want to repeat ourselves - again. Don’t you want to get accused of doing that Mary! We’re more than happy to let you cop it all. Oh, thank you both, that’s mighty kind of you. It’s up to you now James, we’re leaving it all in your hands as to what you want to do with all we’ve said to you, we’re not going to leave you with any instructions. And you’ll know through your feelings anyway. You mean as to whether or not I leave the blog up in public. Hello James, and what a bright and cheery morning it is for you. For you maybe Jesus, I feel totally battered and fucked - as usual. Nothing to worry about my dear boy, all part of your healing process, of which I have come today to enlighten you further about. I like your posh English accent, it’s very becoming. I can just imagine you speaking to the masses from such a regal disposition. Are you trying to cheer me up Jesus? Isn’t that what you do on your world, try to override all your bad feelings replacing them with good ones? So it seems. I’m still trying to stop doing it to myself. However I doubt your sense of humour will be conveyed to the reader. Not to worry James, it’s only for you. Yeah well thankfully I haven’t bought into your cheeriness this morning, and I’m not going to either! And so you shouldn’t. But why are you coming to me like this, this morning, it’s obviously to help me bring out more yuk within myself, is there something you want me to see about it? All right Mary, I’ve been feeling you pressing to write about this for some days now, so please go ahead. Yes James, I have wanted you to write what I want to say, as it completes the revelation Jesus and I want to give to you. Okay, so of course there is to be a higher Son and Daughter coming to our world so as to orchestrate the crossing of the spiritual ages, this being prophesied by just about every religion from what I can understand for the End Times; but as usual, with no one really understanding about it. That’s right. As you understand from reading The Urantia Book, there are higher spirits that come to the material worlds to ensure the changing of the age goes as it should go. And this time in humanity’s evolution is no different. I’m sorry Mary if I feel rather groggy, but I feel very strange today, very tired, my lower back is bad, and I feel more fucked than usual lately. It’s all right James, as long as you want to write, then we will, your state doesn’t affect our writing together. But if you find it too difficult and would rather do it another day, just say so. I will Mary, thank you, but as for now, I feel like struggling on. Image courtesy of / FreeDigitalPhotos.net Mary, Marion asked me to see if I could find pictures of people she used to know on the Internet, she wanted to see how they’d aged and what feelings they brought up in her. I found one of mum. And not having seen her for about seventeen years now, and seeing how she’s aged, what I was struck by was the sadness I saw in her, how she looked made me feel very sad. And in speaking about all my feelings over the next couple of days resulting from seeing her picture, it’s helped me get more in touch with my rejected and unloved state and how sad I feel about it. How I feel, I feel mum felt the same way about herself with her parents, but she couldn’t allow or didn’t want to allow me when I was young to come and be with her in her pain, she pushed me away, possibly in the belief that she was being nice and loving to me, even protecting me, by saying when she was crying: ‘it’s all right, there’s nothing you can do about it and it’s not about you, you go and play, I’ll be all right’, which of course now I can see she was saying to herself, to her own bad feelings, not fully allowing herself to feel them. But the effect it had on me was it made me feel even more rejected, she didn’t want me, my love, when she was in her bad state, so I withdrew fearful of her bad states for not wanting to feel more rejected, and trying to do everything so as to never upset her. I thought it was my doing that made her feel so bad, because what else can a young child think, my being not aware of the greater world and other people and all mum might have been feeling - feeling so alone with me and not feeling like anyone was there to love her, all how she felt when she was young. And it’s all helped me to see just how sad it all is, how sad I am, how sad she is, how sad dad, Gran and Reg, Ita and Collis my other grandparents, how no one felt truly loved, everyone felt rejected and lonely, with all their relationships being a contrived and desperate attempt to fill in the gaps - the holes of feeling so unloved. And that’s how I see everyone now, even those people who did receive some love, who weren’t pushed away, who did feel effective in their lives and are so as adults; but still as you’ve said to me all along, right from the very beginning, it’s all only partial, and it’s not full and true and real love. And everywhere I go and with everyone I speak with, I can see the sadness in them, feel the tragedy we’re all living in, and feel how we all feel to some degree unloved and are without any hope of every having that love without doing our healing. And as Marion said, there are really two parts to it once you strip away the false outer show and face of being happy and feeling good; that being, all the unexpressed bad feelings and emotions contained within what we call our childhood repression - all those terrible feelings from our early beginning we are keeping repressed within us and refusing to acknowledge; and not feeling loved as much as we needed to feel - not feeling loved at all. With of course our not feeling loved giving rise to all our horrible bad feelings we don’t want to face. And daily now it is all helping me to see, that all about this, all you and Jesus have said, is very real, and in fact so much so, and so terribly so, that it will take me personally many years to come to terms with, and I imagine all of us - collectively, aeons. |
Looking for the TRUTH?
If you are seriously looking for the truth - of yourself, life and God, then you'll have to do your Feeling-Healing or Soul-Healing to find it. And if you don't do your healing, then you'll only be leading yourself further astray. Mary and Jesus will explain... And, if you don't want to look into and uncover the WHOLE TRUTH of your Childhood Repression, then all you call growing in truth is a fantasy, falsity and delusion. It all being nothing more than mind entertainment. James. aboutWith so much being said about Mary Magdalene and Jesus, do you ever wonder what they might think about it all, and what they might say if we could ask them? Divine Love Spirituality
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An introduction to Feeling-Healing: how we deny many bad feelings, and how we can instead accept them, express them, and find the truth of them - of why we are feeling bad. For more information on Childhood Repression and Feeling-Healing.
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They are a celebration of natural love as expressed by nature, all being such wonderful pictures. And nature, as well as our own true natures, we don't love and appreciate as fully as we should, all because of our feeling- and self-denial. Nature is true and perfect, as was Mary and Jesus; as will we be when we heal our negative state of mind and will. All by uncovering the truth of ourselves through our feelings. Beautiful frog
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My intention in life is to live the highest truth possible. I want to live true - to myself and to God. I, like many people, and no doubt yourself, have been on something of a spiritual quest seeking answers to the many questions I’ve always wondered about. And what I want to do with this blog is ask Mary Magdalene and Jesus these questions, asking them about how we, humanity, lives. In short: is all we do, right or wrong. And if wrong, why. And then, how does one live the right way, that being the way God desires us to live. And I want to ask them about many of the daily problems we face, trying not to get too bogged down in the technical side of the laws or truths of the universe we should live by. However some of this will be unavoidable as one needs a bigger picture with which to relate to the smaller more personal one. And I hope to bring into question as to whether or not much of what we consider religious and spiritual is actually any good for our soul. Mary and Jesus have helped me beyond measure over the years, and feel I am able to now invite them to speak publicly. And if it is okay with them, I intend for us to begin at the beginning going over much of what they’ve already told me, all so it might appeal to and help those people who are sincerely looking for answers and are open to consider new ways of looking at things and themselves. I thank them with all my heart and feel very privileged that they speak with me. The truth of
Divine Love Spirituality: Nature is beautiful, good and true; we’re not, we’re ugly, bad and untrue. And yet we should be like nature is - perfect. If you’re untrue it means you're true to someone else, not yourself. So you’re being false. We were all made to grow up being true to our parents and not true to ourselves. We all had to, and to a greater or lesser extent, do what our parents said, it was their will, not our will. Making yourself do things you think you should do is the problem. Doing them, and forcing yourself to do them, makes you feel bad. Doing them and believing they are making you feel good, is very sad. So to stop doing them is the way to feeling better and then good about yourself, however it’s easier said than done. And yet it’s all very simple really. We decide that we no longer want to be untrue. So we look to stop doing all we don’t want to do. And all along the way, the key to it, is to keep expressing every part we feel about it, all whilst longing for and wanting to uncover the truth of why we want to do such things, why we think we should do them - the truth of all we are. Our feelings are the ‘Way’: the way to the truth of ourselves, the way to reclaim our lost selves, the way to no longer be false and untrue. And the way to be as perfect as nature is, our own true and loving nature. And then we can also long for the Divine Love. |